I have started a couple of projects recently, painting and art classes. However, I have not had much success with promoting my art classes, even though I have put up leaflets and posted on a local Facebook page. Only 1 or 2 people have shown interest. Fundamentally, I knew the reason for this lack of success wasn’t the action/lack of action I had taken, but my own fear and lack of self-esteem. I realized, if I was going to invest my time and efforts in these projects, I needed to remove the energy blocks that were stopping me. I felt deeply the blocks were past life related and a past life regression would be very beneficial in releasing these blocks.
I had had a past life regression with Jean before and was drawn to having a session with her and made a booking. Even before I booked the session, I was getting physical symptoms (over a week before the regression). Being a Virgo I am quite aware of my health and what I need to do to be healthy, so, touch wood, I don’t get ill very often and the times I have been ill in the past I have been able to force myself to work. This time however, I had such strong flu symptoms I was unable to do this and was stuck in bed! Also, at the same time my wrist started feeling like it was broken. I recovered, but started feeling ill again. I was hoping these symptoms would disappear after the past life regression.
Before the past life regression, Jean discussed my transits and a herbal remedy I could take to help with the nervous energy I had been feeling (which I wasn’t even aware of myself). I was impatient to start the regression, but actually this information was very useful. Then we started the regression. Even though the session was over Skype it was very powerful and the past lives I discovered really dealt with the issues I had been experiencing. The first life I was put in prison for sharing spiritual knowledge with others and I ended up hanging myself. As I experienced this in the regression, I released deep, rasping coughs (I had also been coughing all week). I felt a great load of energy being released from my throat. I realized, no wonder I was so scared of sharing my spiritual knowledge with others in this lifetime. I also experienced the lifetime after this one where I saw myself hiding in the shadows as I longed to join the hustle and bustle of everyday life, but letting fear keep me trapped in the shadows. In this lifetime it was time to come out of the shadows! The last past life I experienced was one where I had been creative, but not from the heart and I had hated what I was doing. I realized this time that I needed to be creative from the heart. Also I understood why sometimes I really hated painting. Hopefully now I will be able to gradually release this energy!
Experiencing these past lives was a big deal for me and I am still processing the energy. Interestingly, the symptoms I had been experiencing earlier in the week disappeared immediately after the past life regression. I also feel more sensitive now after releasing all the past life energy and I am sure this will help my painting. I can’t recommend having a past life session with Jean highly enough! And the additional astrological and medical information are also invaluable!