I found myself the last few days in self-hatred and I didn’t know the reason. It felt like I would just rather swallow a pill and die.
I believe I am love. Why? Because nothing else make sense to be me. I follow love.
I meditated to heal deeper. I was greeted by Fear. Thanks to Master DK’s book channeled through Kathlyn Kingdon ‘The Matter of Mind,’ it inspired me to be there and be curious.
These days I learn laughter by looking at my children. How easy it is, yet we tend to not see it. We would rather be comfortable to carry heaviness and thinking this it is safer.
As I see my children grow into toddlers, I see they have personality. Each of my children are different in their choices. They both have ethereal beauty in their unconditional chuckles.
As time passed, in 2020, I felt I was stuck and not able to find clarity of the why and what life is about. I wanted to study anatomy and physiology to learn about the human body to help me understand my children’s health and hygiene.
The last couple of years has been a journey into a past life to a place where healing could only be possible by a miracle. This was because I could not imagine moving forward from such a place of deep pain being possible.
To me, this year has been a year of growing into womanhood. I am a mother of two already.
A few months ago, Spirit showed me that, if I intend to move forward, I need to work on my past by facing my fear, pain, and abandonment.
Recently I had a past life regression session with my teacher Jean Luo. I am trying to understand the game of Light and Dark, and how to understand the shadow part of me.
The topic of forgiveness is not easy to approach as each person has different expression of it from their individual healing process.
This topic needed a lot of courage for me to write, for I had some past life energy to overcome to write about such a topic. But I was guided to write it, so here it goes.
A Perspective on Seasons By Sree Pallavi Thota When I first came to the USA many years ago, it was in the middle of winter. It was such a contrast from India and quite a shock when I saw huge trees with no leaves or no flowers. Back in India, when I lived far [...]
Last month I wrote an article on Illusion, and how it can assist someone in reaching detachment. It served me to some extent for sure. Then there are cases of deep wounds that turn into an unconscious pattern.
Illusion A recent event in my family cleared a way for a door to open that allowed me to look at Illusion and Fear. What if what I am thinking has no value, because it is out of Illusion? So, any fear that is part of those thoughts would be such a waste of [...]