Walking Our Talk?

Walking Our Talk?

Even when we do daily spiritual practices like meditation,  grounding, reiki, yoga, eating healthy, reciting our daily affirmations, and try mightily to  “walk our talk”, we will occasionally slip and fail .

We may occasionally Fail to be grateful and humble. We may fail to be connected to our Highest Self- to our highest standards set up for our highest good.

And that’s OK. It’s normal because we are living our human experience. Being human means having human experiences and human emotions. Being human often means failing but also getting us up to try again.

We are connected to our Lower Self, to our Ego self or just simply described as Not Self. In Human Design, Not Self theme for the Manifestors is Anger. For Generators ( and Manifesting Generators) is Frustration. For Projectors Bitterness. For Reflectors is Disappointment. Also, every center in our Body- graph is connected with one or more misalignments themes. We all have some.

When we drown in pit, are full of despair, doubts and all those yucky ( human) emotions , we all need that one thing that will give us a helping hand. Perhaps it’s your mentor, a friend, your spirit guide. Perhaps it’s just a simple prayer.

But without being pulled from the pit, we can’t do much. We have to be dug out or pulled out. Only then, still muddy and dirty, can we start aligning ourselves with our natural divine path. Don’t refuse the helping hand. Don’t drown because you’re too vain or prideful to ask for help.

Order your Ego to step back. Heal. Recuperate. Put yourself together. And then you can “walk your talk” again with new awareness about  improvements and new features you had to add to your vast spiritual practices. We are here to learn. We are here for tryouts.

Personally, I never wanted or seemed to seek Gurus or be part of any groups ( I have a  fear of cults- not just because of common sense but also past life connection!). I always tend to question everything. My faith doesn’t come naturally or naively, even though I have motivation called Innocence.  Funny, right?

I went, a couple of times, through experiences called “the dark night of the soul”. Questioning everything. Criticizing. Being desperate and depressed. It was hard, almost hypocritical, to do my spiritual work or do teachings because I felt I was not “walking my talk or talking my walk.”

I didn’t refuse readings though, and interesting enough, that were my highlighted, the best readings in my career. I would just say to “my crew” – let me talk for the client’s highest best. And they did. They Talked through me. Laughed and cried. That is a reason I call my readings “ intuitive guidance”, not just metaphysical, or astrology, or human design readings. They are so much more than having me put labels on them.

Pluto transit is in conjunction to my South node in Aquarius 1° for long time now, opposite to my Venus 29° Cancer and North node 1° Leo (10^th house). Transformation I’m going through is not a piece of cake, especially since my Progressed Moon has slid to Capricorn. No more cheerful and optimistic Sagittarius energy that made me dance even when I was falling. Now with Capricorn, Adjustment is being done and more serious, more grounding energy is setting the mood,  with big-  capital F of fears coming to surface. I’m hoping to gain new knowledge or new awareness,  until then, I’ll try to do my intuitive guidance readings, even being muddy from Plutonian underground dirt and “walk my talk”.